I can't stand this. I don't know if any of you are otherkin or therians, but if you are, you might understand.
I awakened about a year ago and I still don't know who I am inside. I phantom shift and mental shift alot, but never into some consistant form (either phantom limbs or behavior). I always doubt myself and wonder if I'm not just some humanity hating kid who needs a reality check.
And, to add to this turmoil inside my head and heart, I've been having trouble drawing. I've been worrying instead of getting inspiration. This makes me feel like a jerk because I promised Syrisburd a picture but it's taking forever to even get a proper sketch.
Dang it! This is getting hard, and it's really hurting. Please, I really need counsel from those with experience with this particular spiritual pathway. I just need help to know if it'll be okay.
I awakened about a year ago and I still don't know who I am inside. I phantom shift and mental shift alot, but never into some consistant form (either phantom limbs or behavior). I always doubt myself and wonder if I'm not just some humanity hating kid who needs a reality check.
And, to add to this turmoil inside my head and heart, I've been having trouble drawing. I've been worrying instead of getting inspiration. This makes me feel like a jerk because I promised Syrisburd a picture but it's taking forever to even get a proper sketch.
Dang it! This is getting hard, and it's really hurting. Please, I really need counsel from those with experience with this particular spiritual pathway. I just need help to know if it'll be okay.
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Batteries are still the best, but a powerline makes a good snack too.
Batteries are still the best, but a powerline makes a good snack too.
