love sucks...
my friend, let's call her Tora, broke up with her boyfriend a couple of months ago, and for a while she wasn't seeing anyone, and I told her I like her(stupid substitute for love, i think, but it works, and I didn't want to scare her off... done that with someone else...) and now she's dating my other friend, we'll call him Gir,... it sucks... especially because there's another friend of mine, Sapphire, that I think likes me, but I don't want to date because I figure(knowing my luck,) that once I start dating, Tora will become available, and I really like her, and I want to date her, not Sapphire, and seeing as how Tora broke up with(was dumped by, whatever...) her previous boyfriend because he wanted to see someone else, I really don't think it would be too smooth of me to dump someone as if they were a place holder... I don't really know if I love Tora, I just don't know, I really don't know what love is anymore..
